1. |
After
04:13
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When I walk, I feel it drown
And if I talk I’m kneeling down
What I sought is bleeding out
I know I’m caught, my reasons found
As I stop singing in the night
I think of your loss, I believe you tried
So while I mock the ringing cries
I know I’m lost, bleeding out a lie
Stand so tall, my knees still bound
A voice so small, the leaves so loud
So while I crawl beneath the sound
I know I cost the very clouds
My body washed of last goodbyes
And still I call to see last light
But I will fall denied that sight
When I cross for one last time
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2. |
Caregiver
03:17
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Maybe I’ll live forever
Until they all have gone, I
Hear it all works in heaven
Maybe I hear that wrong
And I could save my letters
So I won’t feel so wrong, and
Maybe I would feel better
Maybe I’d feel
But I just don’t care
My silent words, call it a prayer
Whatever you want
Throw up my hands, I’m done with trust
And yet I don’t care
These silent birds, say it’s the air
Whatever you want
Throw up my hands, I kill your touch
Maybe you’re gone forever
Maybe you’ll come at dawn, but
I think I need to sever
My love while we’re apart
So I break off the tether
And now I could just run
But really I know better
This isn’t real
‘Cause I just don’t care
Everything’s dead, something in the air
Whatever you want
Throw up my hands, accept the dust
And yet I don’t care
These dying birds, for them, a prayer
Whatever you want
Throw up my hands, I kill your love
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3. |
Home I
03:09
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I think something just broke downstairs
I think I’m falling down the stairs
What falls through the empty air?
I think I finally don’t care
I think something just broke inside
I think I can’t turn on the light
What lies in darkness out of sight?
I think I finally won’t cry
Oh my God, what have I done?
Oh my God, what have I done?
Oh my God, what have I done?
Oh my God, what have I done?
I think the heat finally went out
I think the stars are going out
What freezes in the witching hour?
I think I’ve finally closed my mouth
I think all of the pipes just froze
I think the door is finally closed
What thinks that this would be our home?
Can’t I see I’m really alone?
Oh my God, what have I done?
Oh my God, what have I done?
Oh my God, what have I done?
Oh my God, what have I done?
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4. |
My Diary
03:24
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All of my sins
Just me and a pen
Told to keep it all in
To avoid the bloody end
Throw
Spirits to the wind
Blood encrusted on your flint
'Cause you use it like a pen
To tell me who I really am
Stay down, boy
This is not your life
Step away from the fount
This is not your time
Stay down, boy
You don’t deserve a light
Don’t you know this was a ploy?
Life is not your right
Just a little vivid dream
Ripping at the seams
I
Wish I could unsee
What the world has done to me
Go easy on me
Please just lie to me
Say that this is real
That this is how it be
Just forget the sounds
Of voices in the ground
Saying
“Boy, would you be found
If one day you weren’t around?”
And now they’re just so loud
All my thoughts are in the clouds
This a merry go ‘round
So forget the days you count, boy
All of my sins
Just me and a pen
Told to keep it all in
To avoid the bloody end
Throw
Spirits to the wind
Blood encrusted on your flint
And you use it like a pen
To tell me who I really am
Stay down, boy
This is not your life
Step away from the fount
This is not your time
Stay down, boy
You don’t deserve a light
Don’t you know this was a ploy?
Life is not your right
All of my sins
Just me and a pen
Told to keep it all in
To avoid the bloody end
Throw
Spirits to the wind
Blood encrusted on your flint
'Cause you use it like a pen
To tell me who I really am
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5. |
3AM
00:40
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6. |
6AM
02:21
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Oh, stick figure, wake up in paper
Today you’ll drown, but that’s much later
Now you need to start the day or
Else, right here, you’ll fade away
Oh, sick figure, walking on pavement
Today you will collect your payment
For living another day and
If you don’t you’ll stay awake ‘till
6AM tomorrow, when you
Wake up in your sorrow, don’t you
Feel it in your marrow? You don’t
Want to rise again
But it’s 6AM today and now you
Have to bear the pain, I know it’s
Probably too late but for right
Now, you’ll be okay
Oh, stick figure, wake up so faded
Today you’ll fall, that’s how you’re fated
Now you need to be okay or
Else, forever here you’ll stay
Oh, sick figure, walking like you’re wasted
Today you will ignore the hatred
You feel for living this way and
If you don’t you’ll lay awake ‘till
6AM tomorrow, when you
Wake up in your sorrow, don’t you
Feel it in your marrow? You don’t
Want to rise again
But it’s 6AM today and now you
Have to bear the pain, I know it’s
Probably too late but for right
Now, you’ll be okay
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7. |
Home II
03:31
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Left out in the cold, easy to forget
I go back home, to the silence
I can’t hear this, feel this, see this anymore
And I can't fear this, seal this fate just like a door
I can’t bear this, heal this, be this anymore
Wake up from dreams, I’m still a body on the floor
Breathe out alone, easy to forget
I grow so cold in the silence
I can’t hear this, feel this, see this anymore
And I can't fear this, seal this fate just like a door
I can’t bear this, heal this, be this anymore
Wake up from dreams, I’m still a body on the floor
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8. |
2085
02:54
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Watched my soul give up and limp away
Felt all my wishes start to fade
Heard the screams of a world turned grey
Maybe it will quiet one day
Gone are the words I need to say
Gone are the birds, leave not a trace
Gone is the ground against my face
Feel all my bones in empty air
They’ll never know
They’ll never know
Can’t make the words
Get out of my throat
Still I stand silent while I choke
And if I am silent ’till I go
They’ll never know
They’ll never know
Nothing this time
Will spare me from the row
Who in this life
Is something but a ghost?
They could never know
They could never know
Why I stood silent like a ghost
Why I’m not crying as I go
Why I’m not fighting anymore
Why there was no one I could hold
Why I just waited to grow old
Why I'm just slowly going cold
It’s because I
Watched my soul give up and limp away
Felt all my wishes start to fade
Heard the screams of a world turned grey
Maybe it will quiet one day
Gone are the words I need to say
Gone are the birds, leave not a trace
Gone is the ground against my face
Feel all my bones in empty air
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